Day 120 Attached to an Outcome

The other day I was talking to a friend on the phone about, lets call it “Spiritual” Stuff. To me that mean talking about the Mind – Since it is the Mind you can not see and thus can be called spirit. Anyway, when we were finished talking I realized that I was exhausted. I ask myself “why are you so tired?” What came loud and clear was that “You are trying to “Convince and Convert.” I was like Oh Wow, yes. I saw that while I was talking to this person that the energy behind my words where actually wanting an outcome.

 I wanted her to see it my way, I wanted my words to have an impact, I was attached to an outcome as my started point. And then as I investigated this further is goes hand in hand with “wanting to be heard” as a way to be validated. I want validation for my thoughts, as I define my thoughts as Me. When I saw this realization it was like within my physical body that a balloon had deflated. In other words, I had not seen that my body was tense while talking because the starting point was that I wanted to convince instead of just talk. 

I decided to call her back and apologize. I told her what I saw, and she said –oh that did not feel that way to me – it seemed just like a discussion. I was like wow – so that is how I saw it within myself and that is why the conversations drain me, because my started point is that “I need you to hear me.”  This comes from a childhood experience that I have been doing a Mind Construct on with the Desteni DIP course. I will not get into that here.

So bottom line is, I thought that was cool to see that insight right after that occurrence And also see the effect it had on my body as exhaustion.

I am not saying that this habit is gone – as it is who I have lived as my whole life without even noticing! But I am now on the look out for it. The cool thing I realized is that this does not me I have to stop sharing insights with others, but just to stop the energy drain that I do to myself, by “wanting and outcome.” .

 

 



------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I started doing the Art of Self Investigation in 1997. I learned this Art though what Desteni calls Writing to Freedom using Self forgiveness and Self Honesty. . There is a Free Course offered called Desteni I Process Lite - Beginning Steps to Self Discovery that assists one to learn how to write yourself to Freedom.

Day 94 Bernard Poolman - Living the Golden Rule

"The Golden Rule" mosaic (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

The other day I was searching the internet to find the Jesus passage that says “Do unto other as You would Have done Unto You,” and to my surprise I found out that this is called the Golden Rule or Silver Rules and that most every single religion states this Rule in one way or another! See this link
"THE SERMON ON THE MOUNT" The Golden Rule (Mt 7:12)

Why is this shock to me? Because now in this age we still have more than half the world who is suffering from poverty and or starvation, we still have wars that we say are to defend our freedom, but we know now it is about money/resources and control. We are taught to hate others that are not like us, we are taught to compete for self glorification and reward.
The list goes on how we have not as humans lived this rule.

Bernard lived as and showed us through living action what the Golden Rule means.
But if we take an honest look out into the world – Very few are living it – Not enough to make a difference. Why is that? Why such a simple principle, a simple rule that would make this world a place of support and caring for all life not be lived? This was Bernard’s mission, to find out why we have not changed, why have we not lived this rule that is taught by each religion. And what can we do about it.

If there was ever a man on earth that lived the Principles of the Golden Rule in the flesh it was Bernard Poolman. Do unto another as you would like done unto you. Simple words. We need to eat – thus make sure everyone has food, we need shelter from the elements, thus make sure everyone has a shelter, we need honest education that supports life on earth, thus make sure everyone has accesses to education. We need health education and care, thus make sure everyone has access to this. All of these things we want for ourselves –we must also want for one another. Living Income Guaranteed. He shared all the education and support he could for these thing along with all the investigation as to why we have not lived as this yet and what we can do to change this.

So Bernard then lived another proverb -”Give a man a fish and you feed him for a day, teach a man to fish and you feed him for life.” People who think they did not like Bernard or the Desteni message would say things like – what are you doing to help! Have you feed people with out money? All you are doing is posting stuff; you are not really doing anything about it. Well – then take this into consideration. Give a man a fish and he can eat for the day -Teach a man how to fish and he can eat forever. That is what Bernard did everyday.

Bernard showed Us, opportunities and ways that the world could fish, how we can take care of ourselves by supporting others, nature our planet, because with out consideration for the whole of life, we start to self destruct. –– He researched why have we not changed or evolved yet – why with the Golden Rule taught in every and each religion, we have not evolved to a species that supports life instead of destroying it. This is when he discovered the Mind Consciousness Systems. Now not many wanted to hear this part – because it shows that we have been accepting and allowing ourselves to be brainwashed to live life as self interest instead of common interest to such an extent that we are blinded to see the real truth. We have missed the Golden Rule – which is so simple – why are we not living it? I mean it is so simple – it makes perfect sense – to have a world of joy and peace where we love one another – But we are not doing this – We say, man can not change; this is mans nature to be greedy and seek self rewards no matter what the cost. So we have accepted this as our nature? Why? Because we are stuck in a paradigm belief system that supports separation instead of supporting what is best for all.

Bernard tirelessly spent his days to show us what the Golden Rule means and how we could practically live it as humans in this world. The Desteni group for 6 + years now have been working daily on ways that a new political and governmental foundation can be set up that would follow the Golden Rule Principles. Thus making a place where all can eat and support life. We start with looking at, and investigating practical living ways that we as humanity can do this. It is not about charity – charity only supports for a moment and keeps the enslavement going.

Bernard dedicated his life and walked the Internet to share what it means and what it will take to become and Be the LIVING words – DO UNTO OTHERS AS YOU WOULD LIKE DONE UNTO YOU. It is interesting that this is not taught as primary education. I mean if it were, we would not have the type of leaders that we have now. We would not have the Elite that own 99% of wealth, while others are slaves to support their habit. The short of it is, that we have accepted and allowed ourselves through and as parents to be brainwashed into living as self interest beings instead of common interest beings which we pass on to our children.

It took me 5 years to really even start to grasp what this actually means, the Golden Rule. I have heard it many times; it went in one ear and out the other, as I along with most humans are being programmed to fit into this world of competition to survive. I have Bernard, whom I like to call the Paradigm buster, to thank, who got get me to see this. To see and understand that we must work together as one to create a world that is best for all. To see and face ourselves for what we have been accepting and allowing. To use self forgiveness so we may move forward to create a world free of abuse and live in harmony with life.

People either live directively facing consequence, or they live waiting for things to happen to them before they make decisions. You have to decide who you are in every breath at the cutting edge of time. That determines, through accumulation, who you will be and who you may become. Bernard Poolman.

The shift will happen when WE SHIFT our thinking to first, one of Common Thinking instead of self self-glorification first.

With sincere Thanks and Gratitude to Bernard Poolman for showing us how to Stand Up For and Start to Put into Practical Living the Golden Rule.

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Day 93 God As LIFE

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I see God as Life – Thus we are given the gift of Life while here – But we are then responsible for the LIFE we Live – God/Life does not punish us – We just reap what we sow or what we accept and allow. Thus when we justify excuses for why there is poverty and abuse in the world – we are accepting and allowing this.

So we as the human species are facing consequences. If our actions were one of caring for all others as yourselves – there would be no abuse or starvation or poverty. Thus when we pray, it is not enough. It is a way to feel release from guilt for a moment or to maybe clear our heads, so we can see what to do – but God can not change things for the better, or the worst, we have to, we have free will. 

That is why there is abuse. Common sense would dictate that if we start to use our free will to create a world that is best for All of life – We would then end abuse and atrocities in this world. I would say God/Life is waiting for us to get it. What is stopping Us, but ourselves. 

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Day 92 Fear of Time = Procrastination

I am sharing my one of my Dip Lite assignments:

I woke up this morning actually dreaming about procrastination - I was trying to understand it and sort it out in my sleep or dream. What I am seeing is that my procrastination is linked to fear of being disappointed, or fear of the struggle to do something. It is interesting because I use to not be like this. I wanted to try and do most anything. But now I have this fear of it. Also what is coming up is time - I think something is going to take too much time to do, I am accepting and allowing myself to fear starting something because I have experienced from the past when I want to do something and then it takes way longer than I thought, and then I worry about other things i have to do - so I fear getting started. For example I wanted to change the oil in the Tractor lawn mower as I am taking care of the property while my landlord is gone. Now changing oil should take 15 min. But because I never changed the oil in this type of machine - I would have to research how - and I did, I had to find the right model and serial numbers - find the website - find instructions which took over and hour - then I had to find the right tools to get the plug out, ect.. So all in all it took about 1 1/2 to change the oil. Not a big deal - but something happened to me that I am just seeing as I get older - I use to like learning something new, and the challenge and wonderment of learning and doing new things, but now I am seeing the challenge as a chore, as something stressful to do, and thus I procrastinate. wow... It is like I have lost my excitement for life. I am becoming rigid, I am seeing moving in life as a chore instead of life itself. Shit! I better snap out of it! I am seeing set backs as accumulated disappointments, which lead me to want to procrastinate instead of being HERE as Life with life, with out judgment.

So within this point I see that I had a definition of time with the starting point of fear - Thus now, to redefine time as direction of life.

I forgive myself that I have been accepting and allowing myself to define the word time within the starting point of fear, instead to live time HERE as the direction of Life.

I forgive myself that I have been accepted and allowing myself to procrastinate because of fear of disappointment.
I forgive myself that I have been accepting and allowing myself to start to live as and believe that doing things are a struggle and a chore because I fear the time it will take to do them.

I forgive myself that I have been accepted and allowing myself to worry about time as a factor to live life!

I forgive myself that I have been accepting and allowing the idea of time/how long something will take and see it as stressful - thus I am relating time to equal stress!

I forgive myself that I have been accepting and allowing myself to see time as stressful. And within this I compromise myself by being in my mind imagining doing something as stressful because of the time it will take, instead to be HERE with Life and not time.

I forgive myself that somewhere along the line I must of heard that there is not enough time and thus I feared the idea of time - to instead of getting things done - I would fear the time - I would fear not getting it done "in time" thus within my mind I would stress about it and I would procrastinate starting something.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear disappointment because in the past something I would do did not work out the first or maybe the second time and that meant some thing’s will take more time, and I would see that as a disappointment because of my idea of time as stressful.. 

I now commit myself to see learn and understand that when I see myself starting to go into stress about doing something or getting something done, I understand that I had defined getting something done with the idea of fear of time. And thus I was living in my mind of fear and imagination of past and worry of the future within self judgment of getting something done, instead to be one, together with what I am doing as a tribute to and as life as to what is best for all as life. Thus I commit myself to change my definition of time as merely direction of and as life, and I commit myself to teach myself to be HERE as Breath as one with Life. 

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Day 89 Military Soldiers, Secret Suffering – Imagine

 Last night I when out to a small neighborhood club with a friend to hear her sing. I do not go out like this much anymore, but my friend came from out of town to visit so we went out. This morning I woke up with a fear and discouragement because I saw that every person there was asleep in the program. I mean I have seen this before, but somehow today it stuck me hard and scared me. I was the only one not drinking and there were military boys there who had seen and experienced horrible things while deployed to Iraq and other places. One boy bought 8 shots of whiskey, one for each of his friends that died while deployed and wanted all of use to drink one shot for each of his friends, that night was the anniversary day that they died. I pretended to drink mine, so someone else drank it.

Then to my surprise a friend that came to see my friend sing started to talk to me about what happened to him when in Iraq, he was shaking and getting stuck in his speech as he was coming up to the part of the story that changed his life forever. He started to cry as he was telling me; I just tried to gently encourage him to continue to share with me what happened, so he could tell his story. It was just me and him. Today my heart is breaking, as I saw this poor boy scared for life in his mind of what he had witnessed while there.
I saw his eyes even before I even heard his story, they were in a far off place as it looked like he was staring at the walls, he could not look others in the face for long and had a constant twitching of his legs, as now I see he was in his imagination of the events he had witness, like trying to make sense of them, and an emptiness that haunts me when I think about his eyes. And I think my god, I see this all the time on short clips in the news or more in depth in documentaries, of the slaughter that happens in wars. It is just pictures I see.

This person who talked to me was real in my presents, telling me what goes on in wars, and I see how so many young boys are scared for life. I think he actually saw how he accepted and allowed himself to be manipulated by the military, and I think he was ashamed and did not know how to deal with that. He mentioned he went into the military to help his brother, because they tell the soldiers that are sent home for a break, that if you can not recruit someone in a certain time frame that you will have to go back to Iraq and not get your full time off. So he thought he would pretend to want to join the military to help his brother get more time, but he ended up signing the papers to join the military.

This was hard to listen too, what our military does to people, with no support or carrying at all about life. And how helpless these young people must feel because there is no where to turn, to tell their story, none of it is supported and meant not to be told. And it makes people very uncomfortable to listen to this kind of suffering, so I can imagine that these boys might feel alone in the world. Imagine if they put true stories like this everyday on the news instead of bullshit entertainment. As I am writing this my heart feels broken as I cry with him, as I feel and experience the frustration of what we have accepted and allowed our existence to turn into.

The heartbreak was like a quantum vision I had when hearing his story, not just his story, but I saw and felt, the millions if not billions of people who suffer witness to these horrifying slaughters of human life in the name of war.
The fear that I felt was an inner feeling of the extensiveness of the programming, because I saw every person in the club being the program, exposing my own program, everyone accepting and allowing and trying to find a way in theirs minds to... accept and allow war. Like sorry brother, you had to experience that, lets have a drink.

The frustration was how can I help? The frustration that why can we not just say I will not kill for you anymore. The frustration that those words are so clear and simple - but we do not say it.

I imagine this boy’s life and billions of others who have witnessed the insanity of war, and I realize how they must dread waking up in the morning, only to everyday relive the absolute unimaginable images of great suffering and heartache that they will continually live with.
Maybe we need to first Imagined how much suffering really is going on in the world instead to suppressed and hide it, and then we can start to change this existence to one that is best for all. But I know how we think – we have no time to worry about others, I have to take care of myself and family and hope that does not happen to us.

I don’t know if all soldiers will admit they feel like this, you know it is taught that is weak in a Man and true “solider,” but if you look in their eyes you can see they are hiding and suppressing how they feel or covering it up with justifications that we get and accept from propaganda telling us that our war is honorable.

I think if we imagined these things happening to us – we could wake up and start to support changing the system to one that supports All of Life.

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Day 88 What is “What is best for All?”

The Equal Right of future generations to receive a living planet free of pollution, disease, hunger, violence and destruction so that life shall endure and thrive into eternity now and forever. 

Desteni shares the message of living a life that is Best for all Life. 

When I say that to someone I get a look… Like what the fuck does best for all mean? I mean I even ask that question at first. Like huh? It seems to be incomprehensible to people. And then I get the question “Who decides what is best for all?” And the question is not in a curious way or tone, but in a skeptical, cautious and fearful tone.  Like how can someone possibly KNOW WHAT IS BEST FOR ALL!

Thus I am seeing that we as a human race never ever considered the idea that something can be best for ALL. The argument is everyone is different, an individual you know, how can someone know what is best for them. What is best for them may not be best for me, type of fear. I mean it creates fear, this idea of doing something with the starting point of what is best for all of life.

And now that this point became clear to me, I think we need to define what, what best for all means. It has to have a definition because the idea of what is means to people now is one of fear. 

So I will then use and example to explain to them what is best for all. So as an example, I would say, when the USA goes to other countries and kills there people and steals their resources – ask is that best for all? No it is not – it is not best for those countries and their people or the land, it is only best for USA, but not really because killing others and making enemies is not best for anyone. Well that is one way I have explained it. Then I say, everyone will decide what is best for all – there will be an equal vote. A bill of rights and laws will be presented, that will protect all of life. And if all of life is happy and taken care of, so are you. So what would be the problem with that?

What fear would you have to that? If it is not best for all, then it would not be put to law.

But still people fear that, they fear that they will not be allowed to do something…One of the fears is “what will you do with people who do not want what is best for all?” Interesting isn’t it? It is like people do not want that rule/law – they don’t trust it!

So then I say it will be voted on as to what to do with those who do not want what is best for all. And some are still in fear. Why?

 People are afraid that having a world that supports what is best for all life will “Take Away Your Right as far as you’re concerned to Acquire Your Own Wealth and Happiness through Consciousness, through Conning Other People. So you’ll Blame the Truth as being a Con, the Truth as Negative, but the Truth is the Truth – You Cannot Change that.” (See more at: http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/#sthash.PrsKDi0N.dpuf)

The truth is that we if we do not share recourses equally with human and nature beings that we are destroying ourselves because we are living against life, not with it. We are taking parts of life and saying this is mine – I can do what I want – and there are consequences – billions are suffering and more to follow.

Could it be We do not trust the word BEST? We have been constantly told what is best for us! Our parents tell us, all the TV commercials and drug companies tells us what is “best” for us and most all of it are lies. No one can tell us what is best for us because usually, when told that it is best for us, the one who is telling you that, is because it is best for them.

 But Desteni uses the term “What is best for All” Not the phrase “what is best” but the phrase “What is best for ALL.”

With all said, I would say that maybe the word “best” might need to be replaced, as all we can see and hear is “what is best” and we don’t trust that, because we know it is deceptive because we do it and use it ourselves… What is fair for all life? No that won’t work; fair has way too many loop holes. It is like it was quoted above – we are taught from birth to think what is best for Us – not for all. So we only look out for ourselves and ignore the state of the world that we have created.

So  we need to get over our self interest fear of living as the starting point of what is best for all, the fear is a program instilled at birth by the sins of our fathers, who did not see or understand the consequences of this type of thinking.

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Day 84 My Experience with a few Destonians – A Breath of Fresh Air

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The other day I got to meet and spend the day with 2 Destonians that are in an agreement with each other. I 

must say it was an extraordinary day! It was a breath of fresh air so to speak. I got to see two young Destonians ages under 30yrs really making a difference. I got to listen to their stories and share mine of who we have been and where we were headed in life until we got involved with Desteni. I got to hear how they have worked on their self’s for these past 5 years with Self honesty and Self forgiveness to the point where they are learning how to become the self directed principle in their life and learning to understand the principle of living life as what is best for all.  Note – we are not there yet, but that is the goal we are all working towards, which take constant dedication to understand what it means to be self honest, what it means to see how we have accepted and allowed ourselves to live as emotional programs that have been set in place to manipulate and control us, to the point where we don’t question the state of our world that we all share, or that we look for solutions in dilutions of imaginary thinking.

The agreement was not the typical relationship that we have been programmed to follow. It was a couple who’s main reason to be together was to assist and support each other to support living a life that is best for all. Now let me ask you – have you ever gotten into a relationship where you thought – how can we work towards a better life for all of humanity? Most people get together for self interest only. How can that person make me feel good? What can that person give to me?  I want that person all to myself and I want them to make me happy.  Thus this is why I say it was a breath of fresh air. Not the stale air we has humanity has been accepting and allowing, where our only goal is to find someone to make us happy as we ignore all the suffering and abuse that is going on in the world. See this was the plan – to make us consumers of self only happiness so we would not want to change the world – because then we remain ignorant slaves to the emotional mind which is amazing easy to control.

We talked about our experiences with insights into ourselves, how we are working on and seeing points about emotional addictions. We talk about this amazing educational tool called TechnoTutor that will help children of any age to learn the importance of words and to where they can make a difference in their life and not just be a product of our emotional programming. We shared food and coffee together, we played with the dog.

What was really cool is I have known them via Desteni for 5 years, because Destonians share our progress with each other through blogs, group chats and forums, but I never met them in person. I felt so natural to be around them. It is amazing to be with people who are working on themselves in self honesty in a way that can make a difference for the world. Thanks for the visit!

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Day 80 My Only Job is to be Happy

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My only Job is to be Happy
Your life is supposed to feel good to you. 

We are all visitors to this time, this place. We are just passing through. Our purpose here is to observe, to learn, to grow, to love…And then we return home 

I hear a lot of channels and so called enlighten teachers who has supposedly woken up when they realized that their thoughts are causing suffering for themselves – Like Tolle, Byron Katie, Abraham Hicks, I use to listen to them for years. I realized that I found these sayings and speakers because I wanted to be happy – I wanted the world to be happy – I could not understand why we were they way we are towards each other. I actually thought by the time I got to my age now which is 60, that war would be over – that we/us the human race figured out a way to be kind to each other. But that didn’t happen – it is getting worse…

And then there are the saying of “Reconnections” you are not from here kind of thing – or you are here to “play” so have fun. We are all visitors to this time, this place. We are just passing through. Our purpose here is to observe, to learn, to grow, to love…And then we return home

Same twist – different words, like for example Bashar focuses on “feeling good”, I mean I listened to all of them. Ramtha – you create your reality – well this is a truth – but one point is missing, Ramtha teaches to “manifest” things – to prove we can create what ever we want – then he says to build undergrounds to hide in to protect yourself ( I mean shouldn’t we be creating a world where we don’t have to do that?) – He has some good points – talks about how we are addicted to emotions. But again he is only teaching to make your own personal reality a “Beautiful Life. If we are manifesters why not teach to create a better world for everyone - to become stewards of  the plant, to work together and make a different – get out of the me, me, me – I want – I want – I want – I mean this separation – Like for example – instead of manifesting for myself and family only – what about manifesting a world where no one is suffering and all treat each other with kindness and consideration for life? Then we would not need to manifest things because ALL would have accesses to all that is here.

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 But when anyone asks them why there is suffering and abuse in the world. For example half of humanity is starving. They will say “How does that thought make you feel?” If it does not make you feel good – then it is your responsibility to not have those thoughts. And then what happens? Our fear gets even worse – now we fear negative thoughts and they will even compound because we are pushing against what is HERE. What we have allowed ourselves to become – they end up suppressed – and are working in the background of our mind – were we now fear to even look there.

 It is amazing how this is actually making things worse – Why? Because we are not taking responsibility for ourselves and what we have accepted and allowed.

 It is like a sore or something happening on the body – Cover it up so you don’t see it – and hope it goes away. Thing is it has to be investigated to see why it started in the first place. In other words – what is causing the disharmony? Well they are our thoughts – but to get to the cure is to SEE THEM – UNDERSTAND WHY THEY WERE CREATED and then COME UP WITH SOLUTIONS – Not to just, not think about them - They exist for a reason and that reason needs to be investigated. We created them and we need to see why and what the consequences are of those thoughts and actions.

 So those people who ask Abraham, Bryon Katie, and Tolle -but what about the children that are starving and or working in slave labor camps for the rich – to make them richer. It is quite interesting – they really don’t answer that question – they turn it around to say “how does that feel to think about that?” !!! And then you are put on the spot and actually in a way reprimanded for “thinking negative.”

Well I tried their way – I did because I just did not understand why “God” would allow such abuse – so I thought this was the answer – for awhile – until I saw that nothing was changing and I kept looking, searching for why – only to find the same answers – and it just didn’t feel right – Well as long as I am happy – who cares about the rest of the world. That was horrible – I mean – I am happy – I got food, clothing and shelter, and half the world population is suffering, being killed by wars – Governments using and creating more and more sophisticated weapons – so they can kill others! Come on – something is WRONG HERE!

 So bottom line – this is getting worse – because we ARE NOT LOOKING AT IT – As we are told by light workers not to do - So the negative is spinning out of control because that is what we have become – it is who we are – Negative

 Take off the band aid – and look into the wound – it is festering to completely taking over and destroying the physical – because we are not taking care of it. We abuse the physical – we kill the very planet that supports us – we kill or suppress anyone that gets in the way of profit. What ever the governments and world leader do – we are doing – Because we are the majority and we let this happen by not wanting to see it. Just looking out for our own happiness and not considering all of life.

 Now I know for me – that I did not even see this – I was taught not to ask questions that can rock the boat – just stick to your life and make the best of it. You know – what can one person do kind of thing. Well I tried and I KNEW IN MY HEART I WAS LIVING A LIE. But I could not find anyone to admit it – maybe a few here and there – but we just would say – yea the world is fucked – but what can a person do about it. And I had my own problems to deal with – I had to work and make a living – I don’t have time to devote my life to make a change, best just to look out for yourself and try to be happy. I mean aren’t we all “trying to be happy?” We pay people to tell us to be happy – something is seriously wrong with this, isn’t it?

 Well it came to the point that I did not want to live anymore – I did not want to be on this planet with such abusive nature of humans. I mean I wanted to live – but how can one truly live when so many others are suffering? How can I be happy when my neighbor is not? I mean if we all thought positive would we all be happy then? I thought so – but then why were we not doing it? Why is it sooooo hard to think positive? – that there has to be classes, lectures, and inspirational meeting to think positive? Really if you think about – lol – why is it so hard? Because Negativity is the nature of who we have become – because we fear being the same and we want to be different – we want to have value – thus we create the negativity as I want Value instead to see already we are value. But seeing that ALL OF LIFE IS Value – we want for just ourselves – thus negativity is formed because we compare ourselves to others and life/animals nature ect – we feel that to have value we must control something – thus competition and separation became our nature. In truth value is just another polarity thought – None has more value than another – so that really mean value does not exist – But respecting Life does. It is a matter of consequences. Respect ALL Life, yours and everyone else and you respect yourself and deserve life.

 So how do we fix this? We work together in consideration as to what is best and good for ALL. That’s it. Then the next argument against this is – But people wont change, so in essence why bother. And – that is what we have been taught – that people can’t change, so why bother. Do you see the word “TAUGHT” – What does that mean; Show or explain to (someone) how to do something. So if we were taught this – Someone told us this is what we do – We untaught ourselves – we can say I don’t want to live in a world like this any more and what can we do about it. I am not the creator of these solution, meaning I found a group of people who were investigation and sharing solutions that started to make sense and now I am a supporter of these solutions.

 Because believe me your life will never be completely okay until all are okay. And you know this.

 And one can say – but even this is a selfish reason to do something – yes it is – But by living life using common sense, it is a selfish act where the consequences will not be one of destruction and annihilation. It is not that it is wrong or right to be selfish - it is about seeing what type of consequences it will produce. Basically if we hurt another- we are hurting ourselfs - the consequences are now showing up in the out of control world events that will start to effect everyone.

 If you want to be one of those that sees there is a problem – or seeing that how we are going about living our life’s now with blinders on, is only allowing the destruction and abuse to continue. If you want to teach we can change, there is support – Desteni is teaching this – they are looking at the negative – not to be reprimanded for it – but see and understand it, so we can change - where all can have and enjoy a dignified life.

We can start by looking at and identifying what are the Basic Human Rights  along with Equal Life Foundation and Equal Money Website .
And start to see and understand our own negativity and where that comes from, read Heavens Journey To Life Blogs  There are is the Website and Forums where one can meet others who are starting the Journey to change and where you can get involved. http://desteni.org/

Day 79 Change Before You Die!

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I was listing to Heaven Journey to Life Blog today, and they say to make a change now in your life before you die. It is best to listen to this to get the full explanation and concept. Unifying the Mind-Body-Spirit Trinity Separation: DAY 346

This really can get one to start thinking what one has done with their life while here on earth. For me I was pretty much unconscious, meaning I was just living the matrix slave program. Trying to survive, wanting to find my “soul mate”, wanting to win the lottery or make more money so I could be “free.” Yet there was a part of me that kept asking – “THERE HAS GOT TO BE MORE TO LIFE THAN THIS!” So while doing the survival stuff like working and tending to the necessities of life I read everything I could get my hands on for the past 35 yrs or so to find out what the fuck is going on in existence, to where everyone seemed to be asleep to the abuse and atrocities that are going on.

The news would tell of some of it, but never was there every a solution talked about. Or one that worked. It seemed like any real change that could benefit all of man kind was undermined. So what do you do? What can one or a few people do? I did not see results from protesting, well maybe for a moment something would change, then a bill would pass that messed up something else. It is unending the crap that we seem t to have to put up with. So I tried to find solace in, stuff like LOA, Advita, but to me it did not seem fair or right some how. By that I mean, I could stop my thoughts for a few moments, and be in this place in my mind where there was nothing, and I liked it, a break from the world, but then you open your eyes, or come back from meditation, and the world is still the same, Wars, corruption, child abuse. So what changed? Nothing.

The only “hope” I had was that maybe when you die, it will be sorted out – you will know why the world is like this, there will be an explanation of why we are such an abusive species. By the time I 50yrs old I had lost all respect for life here. Except for nature, as nature is very giving to us. Without nature there would be no reason to be here. But then you see how we as a species are destroying it, it seems the ones with the most money wins what happens to us and our planet. And they do not seem to care at all expect for more profit at the cost of life.

I am getting a bit off of topic and I see this post could also be called “How I heard the Desteni message.”
So with the comment of “change before You Die,” one would have to look honestly at who and what you are now. So I ask the question to myself, if you died right now what could you say about your life. Who were you, what did you do.
If I died right now, I could say I was at the tip of the ice burg to even start to grasp what change really means. But lets say I died before I started with Desteni. That would be before I understood what it meant to be self honest.

I use to say I was ego honest. Lol- that means I only knew and supported my ego, in that I would defend it. I would study who I was, say for example, by astrology or numerology and all that does is tell you what your program is – who you are as a programmed when you were born. And though this can have some bit of truth, I mean like we are born with certain personality types – I would just defend it/me and would not change. And if I died then I would have not changed at all – I would of just died as a program. Defending my program and I could say – I really did not do anything but follow the designed program. Now this designed program is so extensive that we do not even see how it affects every breath we take.
So what does it mean to change before you die? I will continue with this as I am going to listen to this series again.

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