I forgive myself that I have been accepting and allowing myself to listen to the backchat in my mind about why not to write – Shit I have so many excuses…
TIME is the biggest one - and then that has a ton of layers to it, because this idea of I don’t have the time is not true. I just don’t want to do it. I think it takes to long to do.
So let have a look at “It takes to long to do”
What believes are I am accepting and allowing within this statement? I am going to list them all – so I can see them and re-program them
When I think it “Takes to long to do” this statement seems to be the one that validates my excuse not to do it. I also have this with school work which causes great stress as well.
Thus the physical consequences are – physical stress – frowning – tighten up my breathing.
- If I do this I won’t have time to do the other things that need done.
- This takes to long to do
- My posts are not as good as others – It will take me too long to learn to do it right
- I am so far behind of the others in DIP and 7yr journey blogs
- I wish this was over and we could start living life – lol – I want to be done with this ( I laugh because I am living life – thus I have a believe that doing things that take to long is not living life – thus I fear I am going to miss out on something – because I am doing something I don’t like to do)
- My body hurts from sitting so much at the computer as most all my obligations are done on the computer
- I worry about posting these types of post as they are personal as to my Desteni process and others will not understand if they read it.
- I have so much other stuff going through my mind as backchat as to what I should write about (I have about 20 writing or more that I have started but not finished and thus have not posted)
- I have all ready written about 2000+ forum posts of writing to freedom and SF in the first 2 -3 years so I do not need to write as much
- I have DIP to write also – this is too much writing
- There are always more suggestions to what to write about – thus I don’t know if I should write about this or that – so I allow myself to not want to write at all
- I really hate to write – I believe it is difficult for me – Others are more programmed to write I am not.
- I have not written enough to post it. – I will wait then.
That is all I can see at the moment that is my backchat regarding writing. As I read the above backchats – I see that it is not all just about time…